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I’m a lost child in the Universe, an artist in search of herself, discovering herself. As most children who were really not well loved, but longed eternally for that one moment of being blessed, persecuted by a radicall, overwelming lack of self-trust, (which internally persecutes so many) I still did not create ”that” basic place in myself… from which one can live. As usually, Life, mooves itself and teaches us by opposites! That’s the Divine language. Hence, that very much which I did not have and received, is the very core of what I most have to give.

This is the story of my way to Truth, which is there, I know, when I can find and remain at that core… via Art, Love, and my stride among a split Europe, and a split life.

As a woman, which I am, and as me, for all people are different and unique, there’s not a division between my life and my work of art. My very life is clearly the very presentation, in flesh, the very incarnation, of what my art is about. Genious works of art have been done, with it’s authors writing quietly softly and satisfied in their rooms, with a comfortable family around them… I’m not so genious, hence I had to suffer a lot first, to come to Art. To the Ultimate.

We’re all different, and new. Tha’s the Creator’s richness, God’s richness. I don’t walk any path that I can tell you which one it is. I can not tell you which style of painting I have, to which school I belong. I am creating that school. Together with other’s.

We’re raising from the Dead! Divine Truth is searching it’s ways among me, and among humans, the same way lava searches it’s ways withing a volcano! It shall raise again. It’s raising.

I conceive the importance of Godess. Call it the feminine part of God if you will. I don’t know the details. I can perfectly well conceive, that God has a Divine and blessed Wife!

The important is that I conceive The Mother, as a Godess who inspires us to become the Temples of God. That is the whole meaning, analogy. The Godess is receptieve, continously, of God. Blessed, pure. That is the meaning of Virgin. The meaning of Virgin, is to be in continous meditation, devotion to God. A Temple, The Chalice, A Space for the Divine. This is the Way of the Heart.

We, wether it is me or Portugal – we’re loosing ourselves and souls, when we give our hearts to other then the Divine Will and Presence – wich is present in the Beauty and Simplicity of Life, Art, Nature.

The greatest dogma of the Northern Germanic impire we have lived under, is the dogma against goodness. Goodness does not exhist, they state. They are utter cinical about it. They say that egoism is the only thing that mooves a human being. This is the Dead of Human being. A trick of the Prince of this world. And so ignorant. And ungrateful! Blind are they, to all the goodness that has loved them. The very stuff of Life is pure Goddness.

In the Heart, when one enters the Temple of the Heart, one knows the Goodness again. And we all long for it. We all cry for it. Just have been totally indoctrinated agains it. And besides, there’s a reason, the reason of the meaning that we are here to win over that very deceipt of evil.

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Europe is about to loose all it’s children, and must understand itself, as a good Mother understands it’s different children. Europe is split between head and heart.

Third, I define a paralell between me and Portugal, in this strugle to find oneself, and to be at the point of utter loss… The struggle, the problems, the reasons to be lost, are so similar…

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Manifeste:

Mes amies du Pays du Nord! Il faut que vous aprends avec les Pays du Sul, votre peres et meres, le sentiment. Sentiment, sentiment, sentiment. Il faut que vous ouvre votre coeur. Et surtout, que vous comprennez comme vous haves besoin des peuples du Sud qui ons encore un coeur qui soufle, en coeur qui n’est pas une pompe, comme vous dis.

Que vous aprend de la generosité – pour que vous voulez donner votre qualité, et recevoir celuis des autres. Ils faut que vous comprennez que l’Europe c’est pas vous. Que vous être seulement une moitiers. Ils faut que vous comprends que lárgent c’êtais une maniere de survivre – mais rien plus que ça. C’est l’Amour que c’est tous. Entendre ça, c’est le seule manier de sauver ce qu’il faut sauver. C’est la seule manière de sauver l’Europe est le centre quelle signifie. Si vous êtes la tétte, Le Méditerrain, c’est le coeur.

Read more about me, at my Alpha post, the first post of this blog.